NEFFEX - All these Thoughts !!!!!

all these thoughts keep me up at night what am I doing did I do it right all these thoughts keep me up at night I can’t think straight need the light I need to breathe get me up and out of these sheets on to my feet, another cup of coffee in me that’s what I need my eyes puffy I can‘t see I’m too tired to function buttoo lost to sleep, ay I think I need to be on something medication I think I need to figure out this segregation I think I needed just a better education to understand a world that’s so complicated intoxicated every night faded, just so I can sleep thinking that it’s aiding I feel hated I feel hatred I’m lost deepinmymind that I’ve created I have dreams where my life is devastated feels so real that I wake up shaken needthickerskin cuz this life is no haven nod your head, if you get what I’m saying all these thoughts keep me up at night what am I doing did I do it right all these thoughts keep me up at night I can’t think straight need the light I don’t really think I understand this world no got my head spinning round in a circle everybody lacks what they need internal so they compensate with everything external not trying to throw shade no way, I’m just trying to find the meaning of life hey there’s happiness if you try to live the right way forget about what others have and life your life hey be aware of who you are what your good at take a step forward see where your foots at stand tall stand proud talk loud every word out your mouth has purpose now you just gotta get rid of the bad thoughts hating others cuz you know that they got a lot forget that tho, you got plenty your alive in this life, you got time go get it all these thoughts keep me up at night what am I doing did I do it right all these thoughts keep me up at night I can’t think straight need the light

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